something new today.

Just a thing I've created not so long ago.

Does it even look good? :D

(going to be updated soon)

some of my old, sad pictures.

Those are ones I've taken and edited long ago. I wouldn't be exaggerating if I said those are my favorite ones.

Something inspired by one of the bands I like. I've got an idea while going to my favorite place, though.

Caught In Silence.

The Nearing Grave.

Lost In The Dark.

And The Distance.

 

Hope To See You Again.

You Used o Be My Twin.

 

The Prison.

Random photoshots of myself, why not.

here's a night here where I'm residing now, and I'm going to sleep very soon, tomorrow I'm finally going to have my pills again, and the withdrawal syndrome will possibly end. I keep trying to define myself as much as I can, and if i'm unable to do it myself, I ask for help. I'm not afraid of it anymore... maybe in some cases. It's normal that I have some doubts and many questions, I still wonder how to make my transition to turn me into whatever I feel like, I don't want to do too much, neither too little. Some things may be so hard to fix, though.
So, these pictures are relating to my gender dysphoria, at least partially. The worse quality = the more it says. Enjoy.

Nothing very artistic in these ones... just relting to the chest binding and the hatred to my own breasts. Someone please tell me how to bind my chest without harming myself?

And a random picture of my legs. At least they don't look very feminine.

Cookies! :3

And these two have been uploaded for a purpose.

Tomorrow I'm going to upload my actual art, instead of random pictures. :3 There will be a place for it.

A time for some pictures. :3 a kitty related ones.

So, I've decided to start uploading my photography... well, at least to try. I'm going to start with some random shots, mostly my older ones. Because why not? My computer still doesn't work well and my internet connection is even worse, but why not even trying. :D

How about some pictures of my cat? Welcome Maja. :3

that face... :D

lol at this one :D

and this is the mother of Maja. :3

yay, the bad quality ftw! :D

The first note.

I've been waiting until my computer is fixed so I can post my photography here, but I've decided I don't want to keep this place asleep until that time. So I will at least write something.
I've contacted good IT workers and I'll be coworking with them, and that should give a positive result. But it was not my biggest trouble anyway, I've had a hard time dealing with personal struggles, fighting with an episode of severe depression, got the right medicine which finally helps me!, and started volunteering. I finally feel alive again and someone is close and warms my heart up, and fills it with hope.
I'm on the right way to start my transition soon. People say I have a good start with my androgynous appearance, and so my head is full of positive thoughts. I'm going to get the extended diagnosis from a sexologist and a psychologist, get my name and gender officially changed, and start to handle many things to finally have a mastectomy. It will be something wonderful to not be forced to bind my chest anymore!
I want to thank all the wonderful people from the foundation for directing me to the right path and helping me solve all my troubles and doubts well. And the most, I want to thank my two wonderful friends for accepting me as a male and always being there for me. I'm there for you all as well, and I'm your debtor forevermore!